Monday, September 19, 2011

"If it was an act, she's really good at it..."

Wed. Aug. 29, 1990
     I was supposed to call my nurse, Kathy, if I hadn't heard from her by Tuesday.  I called about 10:45 this morning & I think it was the receptionist who answered & said she wasn't in this morning.  I asked if she'd be in this aft. & she said no, in fact she wouldn't be with them much longer.  So I explained why I was calling and she said she'd have Susan find out what was going on and call me back.  So I waited all day and finally at 4:30 I couldn't stand it so I called.  Susan answered.  She hadn't even gotten my message from this morning.  I asked her if I was supposed to come in every week for blood work and she said no.  She said she'd have to check on the results of the one last Friday & call me tomorrow.  She asked what test they were supposed to do & I said I didn't know.  She said it was probably a repeat pregnancy test.  I don't know why  I didn't ask her if that means I might not really be pregnant.  I guess I really didn't think of that til afterwards.  I asked her was it true Kathy was leaving & she said yes her last day is Friday.  This Friday.  Day after tomorrow Friday. 
     I can't believe she's leaving and didn't even mention it last week.  She's the one I trusted most of all and now she's leaving.  I feel like she's deserting me and now there's no one there who cares about us or how I'm doing.  Now that I think about it, what if she's not just leaving but she was fired for doing something wrong?  It is kind of strange for her to be leaving all of a sudden, especially in the middle of everything.  When they said not much longer I figured they meant at the end of this series which is the middle of next month.  Don't nurses have to give a 2 wks notice like everyone else?  I just can't believe she'd just leave without saying something.  She always acted like she really cared and was really interested & now I don't know if that was real or all just an act.  If it was an act, she's really good at it.

My mom had trust issues sometimes...

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