"I didn't cry as much today..."

Tues. July 14, 1992

     Ez. woke up at 6:08 this morning & wouldn't go back to sleep! She wasn't poopy either. She slept about 1 1/2 hrs. this morning & barely 1/2 hr this aft. Whenever I go to get her out of bed she's looking around the corner for Guy. And when I let her down after changing her diaper she goes in our room looking for him. A couple of times during the day when I happened to say 'daddy' she got excited & looked or crawled toward the front door looking for him. This aft. I got a tape out to watch of Christmas. She liked it til Guy came on the screen, then she got down from my lap & went over to the TV & cried & fussed so much I finally turned it off.

     I didn't cry as much today but still cried off & on all day.

     We went to the Cuthrell's for a BD BBQ for Mark Pugh tonight. I fed her before we went. It was supposed to be at 6:00. Deborah said she said 6:00 so people would be there & ready to eat by 7:00. It was 7:40 before we got to eat so I had to eat & run. Ez. had fun. She was crawling around, playing & giggling with people. But she was getting fussy on the way home. I finally put her in bed at 8:40 and she cried for 15–20 minutes. I was doing my medicine then taking care of Chief so I didn't have to hear her. She was asleep by the time I got back upstairs. I sure hope she sleeps good tonight & doesn't wake up early. She only woke up once overnight but went back to sleep after crying a little. (I did go in & check her diaper)

     We had to go to Farm Fresh for milk this morning. I also got some Dimetapp even though she doesn't have a runny nose any more. I also got her a little board book—Ten Little Puppy Dogs. I saw that Tom Clancy's latest book was out in paperback but I decided to wait & get it at Wal-Mart. Guy will be glad to have it to take on his trip to Panama. Two days down and 8 to go.